May 13.......mishmash!!!

So I have been awfully quiet lately..I have got a lot on my plate!!!....naaa!..truth is I have got a whole lot clogged up in the closet of my mind....(the kind of clutter you find in a teen's cloth wardrobe)..

..*my mind has been walking like a clockwork...i can't seem to settle the direction to which my thoughts go....one particular thought was nagging...and it leaves me awfully cranky, sad and angry...*what is it about this thought!!!....why can't I just drive it off my mind. And focus on other things like I usually do!!!...the more I tried...the harder it got...the thought just kept snicking up there...taking my peace....*i am tired! H ....ok ok ok!...am not gonna talk about it!!!...i am just gonna play like it's not there!!

             Arrrgghhhhhhh!!!

I need my mind to write!!!...

 I couldn't sleep last night...i had to escape....i continued reading this book that has got me spell-bound to it..a very captivating true life story of a family's journey of love and healing...(in an instant-Bob and Lee woodruff)...this book is so touching...its a true life book on this ABC news anchor man and his wife, how he got seriously wounded by a bomb in iraq,suffered a serious brain injury(crushed scapula and skull with shrapnels inside the skull)..this story of a family's tragedy has got me turning the pages each day I picked it up....tonight  was exceptional...i had skipped to the end to just have a snick pick of how it ended..

..its so touching!!
It taught me this---->

        You should read that book too!!!

....i had to be up early..6am.. to help joshua(my kid brother's friend)get his nysc kits same place I got mine last week.....so I finally caught a whisp of sleep in the wee hours of the morning after many tussling and tussling over the bed..Dreamy!!!.....but I can't remember!!

7:12am!!!!...

Gosh!!!...i jumped off the bed...traffic was my first thought...oh God! Traffic!!!...but there was another kind of traffic going on in my stomach....i had to use the toilet!!!!..and that traffic in the toilet took longer than necessary! ....ok! I am late already, so I won't even sweat it!!!...
.I got to the market called *super* some minute past 8am and the market was already full!!!..people everywhere!!!..sigh!! I am just gonna have to toughen up and wrestle my hand free those notorious traders who pull at anyone walking past their goods to come and buy!!!....

So with a Straight face...i began to chart my course through the nick and crannies of the market,buying what the list requested....

So I indulge again in another *unbudgeted vanity buys*...MAKE A GUESS!!...i got an angry bird-shaped fluffy bedroom shoes!..

.what exactly do I need that for?!?!  I don't know...you tell me!..i just bought it!!!...i just wanted to buy it for myself.....

walking into a shoe shop,my blouse hooked a nail and *krrrr!* it was torn instantly..revealing my stomach and belly button!...now I have a crop top!!!!...lol!.

......i got a gown top in the market to replace my crop top...and I kept going round and round in search of original LUX round neck vest!!!

...*i miss some people..i miss someone..ohh!

 I thought of my papi!...i thought of mama B...i thought of my friend! .its been almost 2 weeks since I left abeokuta.i haven't spoken to them....so I sent a text  to them when I got home....and papi replied...*NAWA 4 U!*....that says it all...i had to keep in touch with them more often...i had just deliberately stayed quiet...see how long I can stay without missing the BRADY O2C BUNCH!!..*God! I miss them all!*

        LAUNDRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

            I just let the rest of the day slide...

i miss my friend soooo much but I gotta figure what this nagging thought is totally all about on my own!!!.................

.................this by far is a very boring write up of my day......No muse!....

No worries!.....in season and out of season, i have got to be instant!...tomorrow will be a better day!!!!.......

there is no need to worry!!!!