Am so sorry I just disappeared......i have been busy attending to some ministry of internal affairs(that part of me that makes for the cool lady you you see on the surface)....this ministry keeps me in tune with my Lord!...
thats what I did dis beautiful sunday morning.....
*i got my grooves back!!!*
*Exhale*....i have been in a fix for some months ....pushing back and forth.. ...swinging from one extreme to another..*indecisive*...mostly characterised by fear!!!
There is NOTHING like having a FAMILY whom you can turn to when you hit THOSE HARD CROSSROADS....pls when I say FAMILY...it trascends that which is RELATED BY BLOOD...if that's all you got,SHOOT!YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOUR MISSING!!!
its those people who God placed in your life(of course they are NOT PERFECT,like your blood family,but they are God's provision for you when you have HIT ROCK BOTTOM)....the company of them reminds me am in safe hands....and I would rather have something happen to me under their watch than in the hands of some random people!!....they are my household of faith.....MY OXYGENATED FAMILY ...O2C!!
its those people who God placed in your life(of course they are NOT PERFECT,like your blood family,but they are God's provision for you when you have HIT ROCK BOTTOM)....the company of them reminds me am in safe hands....and I would rather have something happen to me under their watch than in the hands of some random people!!....they are my household of faith.....MY OXYGENATED FAMILY ...O2C!!
I can NEVER and EVER underestimate the bond of love that my blood family supplies or their constancy through the crest and troughs that my life has taken,even in the good and bad decisions that i have i made..
I have plunged them right in too....they took the ride with me!! .....NO OYEWOLES..No me!!....(i am blessed with ayaba and obama(mum n dad)....larry,K.O.B and grand daddy yo!
There is nothing like FRIENDS who would listen to your endless rantings over and over again in what they don't even understand..but they listened because they believed in pouring out your burdened heart,it made you feel lighter and better....(Even though they often have to throw in trash that which is crap in all you said and recycle only the ones they felt could still be off learning good)......EMURODO!! I OFTEN CALL HIS NAME LIKE THAT....D.O.2 is better....ok mr dan!
There is nothing like that one person who stood in faith WITH you when your faith was wavering.....and at other times had to stand in faith FOR you when your faith was EMPTY....totally bankrupt of precious faith!!!.....(there is this one friend who took ALL the brunt of my wavering faith and subsequent faithlessness....and yet still dare to call me*WOMAN OF GOD*ArEWa*PreCiouS*HadassaH....(i call this one THE-DIE HARD-CRAZY-BELIEVER)....This same one will listen to me at my Most spiritual moment....yet has seen me bankrupt of faith even in myself..(*naked yet unashamed* is the description of what he made me feel.*wonder why this one never said *PrEaCHer,preach to yourself! *....i am still gone talk about this my handsome prophetlater!...yeah! My handsome prophet!....not one ill word has he ever spoken to me! ..valor!!!
There is another that i call *MY GYPSY FRIEND*....CRAZY CRAZY DUDE who will never hear me speak of weakness.....he is not always around me!...but often appears at KAIROS moment of despair....and his gestures and jokes are like a gallon of cold water in a sunny day....*CHERUBIC SERAPH!*.....as he would often calls me....known for his radical-zealous-notriety of/in FAITH....(O.L.A.F.A.R.E)...sister seraph!...i saw you in my dream today, you were giving me your wedding invitation!!!.....was the only thing he said to me one morning...in one of his gypsy visit to HOD)..smh!!...smiles.....
BUGSY......A timely bug!!!....a brother in season! ...a distraction from trouble....this one is my trip to laughter land....my last minute food bank!!...a getaway!.I was both a sister, a friend,a cook and a mama bugsy to him...like the ministry of epaphropditus to paul,he often ministered to my wants....!!!
Some brother becomes your brother because you labour side by side with them in the same field....and in the course of that labour...u share precious moments of joy with them...they are bag of encouragement to you....pastor COMBINE is especially one....generous with his encouragement,advice,prayers and cover-up in times of failings.......his Lil woman too ...small but mighty irele
My agapathes....my expression.....they gave me a sense of fulfilment in purpose as u enjoyed the privilege given to me to work with them. #nostalgia#..oh all the precious rehearsal moments,brain storming creativity,the sweet hours of praying together,pushing them hard,shouting here and there.... the classic agapathes '14 dinner!.....simply unforgettable...
Now..to the all time MAN...words often fail me to describe this one..like Mr dan said one day in church, i quote it too..*i saw leadership walk on two feet in this man....
I have come to love a man who annoys and makes me wanna be a better person!
i saw a man whose life is characterised by so much peace!
The depth of revelation often amazes me..
the work ethic of a war horse(tireless)....
The humour of a jackal!
A bottomless pit of wisdom as that of a serpent yet gentility of a dove (a very dangerous man)
The coach of many
The father to few!
The lion kind of the oraculous tribe.
The WARDsmith!........how can someone be all this and yet humble(beats my imagination too).
Plus I forgot to mention he is the handsome husband of one of the most beautiful and virtuous woman I know on earth....*Mama B*...a soft spoken lady of virtue,delicate looking yet strong in depth!...smiles...and those dark shiny beautiful long trees on her that I wish I have too on my head!!....
All this people have coperately modelled Christ to me in bits and pieces..they were not perfect...there were moments of clanging iron shaft and sparks of fire,even times when certain irons had to be changed because they couldn't endure the then ugly clangs and sparks...but ironically those clangs and sparks were the magical ingredients that made each iron and forged us together in an ironic electrovalent bond.....
they and many more are the earthly jesus that God. Adorned me with....this is reason for my bathroom gig song n dance.of thanksgiving ....i am immensely grateful to God for i have indeed been blessed with all these little earthly Jesuses...i have met the Lord on earthly...in a people I choose to call my FAMilY!!!
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